Where I have friends and someone I love. 

My family and you. 

Life is good,

Where I have everything I need,

Not all, but I am grateful. 

Somehow it is not good when you've found your weakness. 

More like weaknesses. 

It is sad when people told you to be happy cause they saw you crying that day. 

And you know, they don't want you to be sad again. 

So, on your birthday they wished you always be happy, always and always, be happy. 

Overthinking. 

I could not do anything without overthinking. 

It does kill me. And it does make me feel like I am useless to everyone. 

Don't let them know! Don't let them know! 

Yet I often to show.

Leave me alone,

Cause I already used to it.

Don't ever bother me if you've seen me wandering alone, 

Cause that's what I need the most. 

My mind is progressing. My brain is filled with the things I should've not think about. 

My heart is sinking in. Full of emotions. 

Because that's what I am supposed to be. A human. 

Be patience dear self. 

If no one out there is going to help you, 

someone up there is willingly to help you.

I know. Don't stop praying. 

Better things will come InsyaAllah. 

I'm fine. Just fine.